Tuesday, July 29, 2008!
HandWritten on; 11:30 PM
YOOOOO. I'm back from captain's ball and library with bestieeee. Think my stamina really drop a lot liao. Soooo thirstyyyy. Forgot to bring my water bottle, argh. Play for a while then gonna die alr, but it was fun! Reminds me of bball.. So long nvr play. Lol. Tmr got the ALC thingy till around 8pm. Woot, looking forward too. Heh. Damn, I feel kinda busy these days. From last week to this week. All packed. Tmr, ALC, thurs, Ai Lin's training, fri, sis' gathering! Looking forward to sis' gathering, really missss them hell lots. Sigh.
And right after my hols start, I'll have camp, on 13th, 14th & 15th of August, then on 16th and 17th of August would be my 1 star course, after that on 18th, 19th, 20th, chalet with W24Mians. Fuck, I forgot I've got chalet till now, damned. Lol.. So when will I have time for my every other things and my PP?
Doesn't seem like a holiday to me, it's just fucking 3 weeks and my 1 week+ is gone including 31st Aug, 1st and 2nd of sept's chalet. And I even thought of relieving, fat hope manxzxzx. Ugh. Heheh, and and also, my cousin is giving birth, she's like chatting with me now. Donno how many years nvr talk to her alr. :x Sigh, I miss her too. I'm gonna be Audrey ah yi soon, she says she's gna make her son call me that. Haha.. I'm soooo gonna head over to Gleaneagle when he's out!
Tmr's gonna be another looonnnnggg day. So nightnight people. Shall blog at some cute neighbour of mine tmr. Heh. :D Oh, 1 more thing, please visit these sites before you go. Thank you all. (:
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HandWritten on; 3:27 PM
Everyone's all about "me, me, me, and more meees". No wonder this world is such a fucked up place to be in. Sometimes, that's what I feel, though there are some who aren't like this. I might even be one of those fucked up idiots and I never know it myself.
Had only two hours of sleep, hahaha.. Thanks to my mom. Shall not elaborate, make me feel pissed off only. In class now, boringggg... And I totally hate people who assumes
too much and bear grudges. I didn't even bear any, and yet someone actually bore it for me. Made me turned back, look and feel pissed when I wasn't even feeling pissed before. Sigh, whatever.
Plus, I've already got over it, and now you just have to trigger that part of my memory. I could've been able to afford for ______________. You are forgiven, but still, it's all thanks to you, though it's partly my fault and I'm innocent, naive, stupid, to trust you. I don't wanna say this either, but thank you very much. (:
Sigh.
Monday, July 28, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12:03 AM
Yo! Back from grandparents' house. Had a great time there, cos we played Ali Bom or whatever today, with her friends. Damn fun! Hahah! Long time no run liao. Oh, and my dad bought me this asics shoes. Damn was it expensive, I see alr also heartache though not my money. I was telling him, don't want lah, v ex, then he was like, you want just buy la. Lol. Coolio dad, love him much. And my bro too, he was really sweet today, okay, maybe not really, but pretty much, Jess knows it. :D
My throat is getting worse! AndI'm suffering from cough liao. Shucks! Dno tmr going to school not. Fuck, it's sociology, skipped like fucking 5 times and skipped 1 ut. Arghhh. Shall check later. Hmm. And and, tues got two tests. Lol. Oh well, thanks to Nathan, I'm not blaming him though. :) Someone suddenly said I rock, cos I'm kind, wth. Lol.. Oh, and Spence has become a little tiny bit handsome alr. Haha. Okay bye!
It's either you're _____ to me or _____ to him. I've tried. :/
Wednesday, July 23, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12:55 AM
Met up with bestie and evel loves just now. :D Had a lovely time, love their company. Heheh. School ended pretty early today too, it's IPA, love the lesson, always full of laughter. Lol.
Oh,and my dad can read my mind. He finished my sentence today, I was like, "Hey, I'm volunteering for the ....", have no idea why I paused. But he simply finished my sentence, olympics, youth olympics, lol, and I'm like, "Eh?! How you know?!". And he said he has sixth sense, lol.
Tired tired, woo.. Tmr feel like skipping sch, sigh, cfm will skip. :x Oh well.. Gonna go hit the sack. Nights peopleee.
Hey.. What's yor name again? Alexander? John Paul? Johnny or Patrick? Or maybe even Slim Shady? o.O Lol.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008!
HandWritten on; 1:28 AM
YAYYY! Tmr's UT would most likely be cancelled thanks to Mr. President, and I'll be meeting bestie!! :D :D And I'm looking forward to school tmr cos it's IPA and and, I'll get to meet kausi and lukey too. Tomorrow, I'll not be miss zombie drey like today. My dad laughed at my silly dream, my first time seeing my dad laugh this way, it's hard to describe how it sounds. It's really lol please. Hahah!
I wore my brother's tee to school today. Hahaha! We've got exactly the same one but mine's bigger and I only wore it to sleep. I hope his eyes are feeling better now. Okay, I'm hungry. Feel like volunteering for YOG, I think it'd be fun, Alvinnnn! (keyword: think) :x And someday, maybe, just maybe, I'll voluteer for CCF, I hope I can.. Byeeee.
Information is wealth? lol..
Monday, July 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 1:19 PM
Last night, just like any other nights, plenty of thoughts gathered. Causing me to be insomniac. Sometimes they welled up, unfallen, and at other times they fell. Fist clenched, fallen objects, those stained in blood, tightly gripped in pain. Was it physical or mental? Sometimes I wonder why are people unsatisfied or angry at things they've created on their own, things they've moulded. Are those unsatisfactory feelings and anger directed to themselves too? They wouldn't stop complaining, they can't, but they've stopped moulding.
And I hate people talking to me assuming things and thinking that they know me well. Lazy to elaborate, though it's like mostly my fault. Cos I've never told them when I dislike it, and made myself moody instead.
Oh well, stupid it may sound, these are just my thoughts spun into words, though it's jus half of them. The other half of them, are they simply forgiven, or perhaps forgotten? I'm fine, I just need to rant sometimes. I'm still the usual me, maybe the next time when I look at this I'll throw my head back and laugh. It'll all be forgotten once I've typed them down, or I'll not get to sleep tonight again. I've not sleep at all last night, I'm like a zombie now. :(
Luckily today's pretty relaxing. Hope school ends soon. Ja-na!
Somtimes I tear for unimportant events, reasons or people not close to me, but I wouldn't drop a single tear for people important/close to me, because I think, they deserve better, they deserve my laughter, my smile, and what's best of me.
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HandWritten on; 12:42 AM
Okayyyy, I watched A walk to remember for the second time with my bro, he's watching it for the second time too. And boy did I piss him off, I kept finishing their lines or speaking their lines before the actors/actresses did. But it made me cry again. And I love this poem quoted from the movie.
Love is always patient and kind. It is never Jealous. Love is never boastful or concieted.It is never rude or selfish.It does not take offense.It is never resentful.Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth.It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endureWhatever comes.Just had a pretty fun knuckle fight w my bro. Geraldine slept over yesterday, and I slept in my bro's room, had this seriously wonderful dream. I wanna have that dream again. Gonna sleep in my brother's room again tonight. :P I know I'm silly, but it's just soooo sweet! Heheheh, school tomorrow. :/ Night night!
Sunday, July 20, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4:39 PM
| You Are An INFP |
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.
At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.
How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak |
Friday, July 18, 2008!
HandWritten on; 10:40 PM
No wonder so many people hates you, but I'm not saying that I hate you though. Sigh, bwg.I gotta reformat my laptop soon, it's so @$^%#$@ right now. And I got hooked on this manga, Fairy tail! Zomg. Oh, and I've got plenty of stuff to rant to Jess mannnn, I know she has many stuff to rant too. Lol. We gotta chill. :x I need to sleep early every night, so I don't oversleep. Hopefully can relief on Thursday! Need to fill up my money alr. :/ Sighhhh.
My brother and I got crazy again last night, wrestled, played with our wushu weapons, strategize on what we would do during fights. Tried piggybacking each other and carrying each other. Super madness I tell ya, screamed like a mad cow. He's getting super heavy, so am I. Lol! Need to catch up on my animes. :x And continue reading Fairy Tail, it's a must read for all Naruto/D.gray-man/Bleach fans! zomg! Lol! Next week finally meeting bestie! Yayyyy! Byeeeee.
Thursday, July 10, 2008!
HandWritten on; 9:48 PM
Hello
peepos.
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Long time no blog. :x Been eating a lot these days.
Lol. I chose 2 electives for next
sem, so if I got both, no off day for me. But probably 3rd year 1
sem got 2 off days. :D But whatever, still long. And I've not start my fucking PP yet,
cb. Can't get my ass moving, or fingers. :/
Had some wine and alcohol
ytd at my mom's friend place. Super nice! And her daughter, she's lie another me when I was young, super bookwork kind. She's a sweet and hardworking little girl too. Okay, this is random, but I need dietary fibre, seriously. Shall have my
dragon fruit.
Hmm.
Went to Holland today w my baby bro and vina, met this lady, a friend of vina's mom, for something, some training thingy. Gosh, we really do have many priviledges. Will definitely gain a lot from it. :D Can't wait for the first session, though I'm pretty scared at the same time. Hehe. And Holland V is pretty cool, we had swensens, this student thingy. Hahah, we ordered right before 5.30. :x My baby bro really do enjoy life when he's out wimme.
Heh, tomorrow will be meeting Evel and Vina to gym and swim, hopefully Slmommy can meet us too, though it's pretty unlikely. And then sat, will be meeting bestie and Evel, like finally can meeet bestie up lah! Sooooo long nvr see her! Walao, grrrr, her course really do suck! So it Qh's course. Really like wanna kill my lovelies liddat. Gosh, $%#%$! And then and then, gonna find some time to visit Joe or probably he'll visit me and my bro. :D I wanna see his hammies too, Booboo and Kiki, hahah! Cute names, but definitely not as cute as me Ashie. :x
Tomorrow friday, school, my favourite day, favourite module, favourite facilitator, Shuhua in my class, favourite classmate, swim, gym, Evel, Vina, (hopefully Sl), me love! I miss bestie badlyyyy!! And I miss Qh too. Roarrrr, bye loves!
And once again, visit this site before you go.
http://crystal3mpire.blogspot.com/ :D:D
Thursday, July 03, 2008!
HandWritten on; 4:34 PM
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HandWritten on; 1:26 AM
Omg, my dad rocks the hell outta my socks! Hahaha! He loves my hamster as much as I love my hammie. :D so hard to imagine. He got my hamster a new cage which I've chose, and then he bought the hammie's water bottle thingy tht time. Heheh. My bro and I are happy kids now. :DDDD